THX ST.JOHN

i thought...i have done my very best...i thought...i had the chance...i thought...everything will go as my will...well...i am wrong...everything i have done...is still not enough...someone still wins...i lost...i don wan to be under someone that does not do anything...i don wan to be under anyone...therefore...i choose to back down...i am sorry that i took this decision...but i have no other way...i don wan to be mad...i wan everybody to be happy...u deserved it...i won't wan to have any more competition...forgive me for leaving it...i had happy moments with u all...but i can't take the pressure...sorry...